TILL WE MEET AGAIN

Gone are the days i walked in the streets of Nairobi smilling and laughing at everything stupid i observed on the streat as i tried to reach to my phone hoping to put a smile and laugh to your face and life,  now all i do is cry dying slowly in the inside, nothing is funny anymore sometimes i keep wondering what it would be like if people died in their order of birth bt clearly that does not happen in the real world.

At 21 you were not only my sister bt also a friend we planned to do soo many things together talking about how our kids would be like, how we would spend our holidays …. if anyone told me that a day will come that i will lay you to rest undeground i would not believe

At first it felt soo fake and the fact that you died twice in my life it felt like a dream. i went to bed each day hoping i would wake the following day with you either in your world or in my world, hours passed, days followed and now counting, two months are gone bt the movie does not look like it is close to ending

i dont know whether heaven exist but all i hope is that wherever you are you are well… happy and missing me as i am missing you.

you always asked why people cry when people die , and belive me i have tried to research bt i do not know why they do bt until now i at times find myself crying over you bt i hope with time tears will dry and when i think of you all i will do is smile and celebrate your life and always be thankful for your life.

SLEEP SOUND KID SISTER TILL WE MEET AGAIN

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“Hi,girl friend i got a date” i happily said. but by any chance if u are wondering the date was more than i  expected.and within a short time it was morning already i looked at myself reviewed my night and one thing i remembered was my cousins words “we created the game the only depressing thing is women grew cleaver enough to perfect it” have u ever asked yourself how many “men ” u have in your life? you  know men that according to them you are their lady?!! i kinda figured out  i have never had a guy for all occasions reason being they do not exist and for the same reason i think guys think the same about women. i believe u have a guy who only remembers u when
he is  stressed, why? you are only a comforter, 
they are down financially, why? you are a finance…

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ITS TIME TO MOVE ON

as much as it hurts

as much as i swore i”ll never let go

keeping in mind the pain

the bleeding

the scar it left behind

everything has its own time

at times the sky is blue

with the sun brightly shinning above us

other times the sky is dark carrying soo much burden with it

wondering whether to release it or to hold on

either way at one time it sheds its burden

it sheds its tears

the rain we enjoy

but later its all clear again the  sky is bright,the smile is back

i believe its my time now to forget the past and stop crying over you

dry my eyes

cover my face with smiles and happiness

and have hope for a bright future i forgive u

they say forgiveness is the super glue to almost everything in this world

now i believe that

because i can smile again

“SIGH” WHAT AN OFFLOAD!!!

it all started with a dream
come to be an idea
a vision was created
time was moving first
need for product establishment was high
ingredients were readily available
the will ang energy was there too
it was time to act my heart and ur heart
both brought together
together to produce love
mmmmmmmmmmmmm love
complete happiness
alot of adventures
alot of suprises
bt the greatest of all
one never to be forgoten
one that hit soo bad
one…………..
when ur heart resources expired
leaving a new product on board
fear
loss
anger
bitterness
“sigh”
but no regrets
i have finally come to accept
the world as my school
life as my class
and u……..
u as my teacher
I NOW KNOW

LIFE

It asks for soo much,
at the beggining,i thought that…… i would not make it, but now i see some light. one can never predict what it realy wants,
at times, it asks for A, other times it asks for B, and some times it asks for both.
for it you sacrifice all your brain,your heart,all your body and even your whole self.
as long as you have it,you posses it,you own it,you have to find a way of rulling it or else it will rule you.the consequences of the choices we make direct us where to go. unfortunately at time this cannot be reversed because some times it is too late for everything.u just have to learn from it.
they call it life and i call it my life.

LOVE,LOVE DONT YOU THINK IT BELONGS IN A MUSEUM?

At some point in life i believed that love truly existed, love was a very good thing, love brought happiness,love was everything you need in life,it feels great to be loved it feels good to love too but……………..
when i look at the defination of love in the current world comparing it to that of the past if asked i would say it changes as the world is changing.previously love was based on true feeling nowardays it is based on beauty,intelligence,wealth or maybe it does not exist anymore.love and like means the same and to others……….
if the love that our grandparents and our forefathers had could be with us i believe this world would be a happy place for both the rich and the poor

WHAT OCCASION ARE U FOR?

“Hi,girl friend i got a date” i happily said. but by any chance if u are wondering the date was more than i  expected.and within a short time it was morning already i looked at myself reviewed my night and one thing i remembered was my cousins words “we created the game the only depressing thing is women grew cleaver enough to perfect it” have u ever asked yourself how many “men ” u have in your life? you  know men that according to them you are their lady?!! i kinda figured out  i have never had a guy for all occasions reason being they do not exist and for the same reason i think guys think the same about women. i believe u have a guy who only remembers u when
he is  stressed, why? you are only a comforter, 
they are down financially, why? you are a finance security plan
they need sex, why? u are not more than a sex organ to them
when he has a party, do u know why? u are either good company or u are just a beautiful ornament that he is advertising or showing off
when they are lonely, because they only keep u for moral support
they want to  get babies with you,introduce to the mother_”wife material”/baby making machine
If  he gets to u all the times are a luck woman or even project mamas
strive to be an all occasions woman
and after all this all my friend said is, “girl you are returded”
AM I?